Well, the job transfer isn't happening, so I'm leaving for sure now. I will not be happy to go, but I just don't think it's good for me to continue here anymore. I will miss having my fun work posted here and having such great comments from everyone when they enjoy it, but it has to happen. I will mostly miss all of you who I've come to know over these last few years and will definitely say have been friends of mine who I looked forward to interacting without ever knowing who you really are.
Being here has been comforting, I knew that my tastes and desires were "Deviant" indeed, and it was nice to be able to come here and hang out with people who felt the same way and didn't have any hangups or qualms about what we do or what we like, and that was a very nice thing to have in my life. Even though I won't be here anymore to enjoy it, I will still know that you're out there and I'm not alone in this world anymore.
One of the clinchers for me here in Canada, was the recent story about a University, where a group of students made inappropriate remarks about a female student on a private page and there has been nothing but condemnation and hell fire for those men. At first I was led to believe that these remarks were in a public area, but it seems it was just a private group and the remarks were said in confidence, but one of the men decided he didn't like what was being said and informed the young woman things were said about her and showed her, and now there is nothing but the calls for their heads and protests for their removal. That this happens in my country makes me feel there's nothing that is private anymore, and so this will be shut down also to prevent that happening to me, because someone's not going to read anything in my journals, they're going to look at the images and hang me high up as they can before someone points out what I wrote, and it will be too late by then. Just as it's too late now for those students.
So starting February 1st I will be removing my work into storage, so if there's anything you've enjoyed here I suggest you download it now because I don't know how long it will take to put them all into storage, but it will be coming.
So I'd say goodbye, but there's always a chance I could be back depending on how life goes, so instead I will just say....
'SMELL YA LATER'